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Young Rapper Allegedly Shoots Himself to Death After Chillingly Tweeting His Last Moments: ‘God…Please Forgive Me’

Jan. 9, 2013 12:01am Billy Hallowell

A tragic story about a young, Seattle-based hip-hop artist named Freddy E has gained a great deal of attention over the past few days. On Saturday, after sending a series of cryptic and chilling Twitter messages, the well-known performer died of an alleged suicide from a gunshot wound to the head.

Freddy E Sends Chilling Tweets Before Allegedly Committing Suicide | Jerk TV

Hip hop artist and Internet personality Freddy E (Photo Credit: Facebook)

Freddy E, whose real name is Frederick Eugene Buhl, was only 22-years-old and, according to The Seattle Times, he was best known for his Internet show called “Jerk TV.” The series featured comical videos that often had a moral message — despite sometimes containing profane material.

Below, find the final clip that was posted to the young performer’s YouTube account just one day before his death:

In an emotional post published to Facebook on Sunday, Buhl’s father, Frederick Douglass Buhl, posted about his son’s untimely death. In the message, he confirmed the tragic event and described the pain Freddy E’s loved ones are currently experiencing.

“Our family is saddened beyond words; our loss is great; this tragedy is enormous and unforeseen,” the distraught father wrote. ”Not only our family, but the world has lost a talented, sensitive, brilliant young man who lit up our existence with his.”

On Saturday, Jan. 5, Freddy E sent a plethora of Tweets from his personal account. While the latter messages before his death scream of dispair, notes sent earlier in the day seem to show him content and enjoying life. In fact, the artist spent a portion of the day describing partying for his birthday the night before and enjoying himself with friends and fans, alike.

Freddy E Sends Chilling Tweets Before Allegedly Committing Suicide | Jerk TV

In the mix, though, there are some fascinating tweets worth noting. In the morning, he wrote, “At times I feel too different for this planet.” Another message not long after read, “I’m the type to speak on how I feel. Whether I live to 115 or die at 22 I will never switch up for anyone.” And just a half hour later he tweeted, “The devil is hard at work, but my faith will never falter.”

Then, in between, there was a series of messages that seemed positive — at least until mid-afternoon when Freddy E wrote, “Annnd, my day is ruined.” From there, dispair was evident. Each message, building upon the tragedy and the anxiety of the one before it, shows a young man in deep trouble, as the hip hop performer inevitably shared his final thoughts before taking his own life.

Here are the horrific and chilling messages (the tweet at the top of the image is his final Tweet) that were sent, as Freddy E documented the last moments before his purported suicide:

Freddy E Sends Chilling Tweets Before Allegedly Committing Suicide | Jerk TV

Some have blamed a failed relationship as the motivation for his alleged suicide. However, Toronto-based rapper Honey Cocaine – the woman angry Twitter users have turned against — has spoken out against the notion that she was at the center of the young man’s personal agony. E! has a recap of the rapper’s response to her friend’s death:

“To say I caused what happened is ignorance.. You know nothing about our friendship or the story, hate me if you feel.. We loved eachother..We were homies. We had a bond and a connection. For people to attack me acting like I made him do it is a shame. Say it’s my fault, threaten me, whatever.. I knew him well enough to know he had other things happening.. I was there for him all the time.”

“If he was here, he’d wish for people to just respect him and who he was and what he did for all of us. He was a f–king King. I said some foolish things cause I thought he was joking, he does s–t like that to me all the time. This is crazy…”

Cocaine also described receiving a text message before his death that read, “I feel like everyone is out to get me. Is it true?” For now, the true motivations behind his death are yet to be determined — and they may never be.

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Baddoggy
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 5:08am
Christ alone for salvation. If he were a Christian he cannot possibly sin to the point of losing salvation. That is an ironclad guarantee from God through His Son. Suicide does not send you to hell. Only the rejection of CHRIST sends you to hell

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endthemindlessspending
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 4:12am
I would take it that Chancellor is a Catholic. What gives me that idea you ask. In the Catholic faith in order to be forgiven you must confess and repent from all sins. Therefor with suicide being a sin and you not being able to confess and repent after committing it, one is not forgiven. I am not a Catholic and don’t follow this belief as I am with you that he could still be saved. But I am just stating what one faith believes.

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nzkiwi
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 4:06am
I had never heard of him before, but it seems that this young man had some talent – not that I’m a connoisseur of rap.

It seems that this young fellow had some demons or that he was going through a bad patch in his life. That doesn’t mean that he deserves some of the comments here. Many of us, myself included, have gone through our times of dispair, and fortunately come out the other side in one piece.

That he did not is very sad…

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- endthemindlessspending
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 4:25am
  The problem that in there times kids are raised that they are great at everything and then when they get to the real world they find out it is not that way and can’t handle it anymore. Yes, we all go through hard times and parents need to teach their kids to use them as educating trials in life, not try to hide by trying to make them feel like they can do everything.
  
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nzkiwi
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 3:57am
I agree with you, Navy.

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drenfroe
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 3:04am
All the agendas being pushed and all the brainwashing of hatred has pushed this young man to kill himself. Very sad. My heart goes out to the family.

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The-Real-Enrico
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:56am
Whatever the case this man took the cowards way out. Selfishly hurting all who care in every way possible.
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- sillyfreshness
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 3:13am
  I don’t know if you can call it cowardly. Can you blow your brains out? I couldn’t, so I think that would make me, or anyone else who couldn’t, the coward. Not that I want to. Moreover, if he did kill himself over some bimbo, that would be real tragic. Don’t ever get so down that you harm yourself over some bimbo. She will forget about you within a few hours of you being buried. There are plenty of bimbos out there in the world. You lose one, you find another. No biggie. It’s too late for this guy though. Sounds like he wanted to kill himself, but was in denial and sharing his personal inner fight with himself via Twitter. Then he gave in and decided the charade was over. Again, too bad to kill yourself over some bimbo. He didn’t see the long term. In 25 years he would have long forgotten about here. He would have been like “Cocaine who?” BTW, what kind of name is Honey Cocaine? Do you think they were into drugs? Nah. Anyway, he was too focused on the here and now and died over some bimbo.
  
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- nzkiwi
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 3:54am
  That’s a bit cold, don’t you think?
  
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LeadNotFollow
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:52am
The illuminati got to him.
He quickly flashes an illuminati sign at the 1:41 mark.
The pyramid with the all seeing eye.

When will the media finally expose the evil illuminati and New World Order?

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- RonAles
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 5:30pm
  MK Ultra at work. Illuminati at it’s finest. We have to protect our children from rap music and rock music that puts satanic messages in their songs and videos.
  
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The-Real-Enrico
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:48am
@savagenatn Nope, just stupid. Eye of the beholder(or ear). That is why conservatism is losing the culture.

You grandparents probably said the same thing about rock ‘n’ roll. Rap is a art form just like any other like poetry or rock, r&b, country etc. Any type of art can be in a positive or negative messaging. Just sadly rap is used mostly exclusively negative own our society.

We need to infect and conquer culture and art. We can not and will not ever take back our culture if we refuse to except what is popular art and culture and use it for our purpose instead or crusading against it.

It is the exact same as rejecting liberal movies aka 90% of all movie are not a form of art. It is all a about content, subject matter and dialog. You look on culture is part of the problem.

I alway think when a moron says something like rap is not music and it takes no talent or skill then don’t they themselves go make multi million dollar album since it is so easy.

And while I’m at it if art is based on culture and reflects it also effects shapes culture. Your saying that rap and its lyrics takes no effect on (our)culture positively or negatively? Since it is non-art right?
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navyenduring
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:34am
How do you know who God forgives and does not forgive? This is a troubled man who was reaching out and hoping someone would help him. Only God knows the condition of our soul at death. What did Christ say, “prostitutes and sinners will enter the kingdom of heaven before the righteous.”

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- WalkThePath
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:04pm
  Thats because Jesus is a liberal.
  
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- mcsledge
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:31pm
  You misunderstand the use of liberal in the Bible. Christ may grant you blessings or grace liberally (i.e., abundantly), but Christ is not a Liberal.
  
  He does not condone abortion. He does not condone immoral acts of any kind (including perversions). He does not condone reliance on the state for one’s well being. He doesn’t condone degeneracy in all of its forms.
  
  He is as Conservative in values as you will find. He demands self-reliance. He demands personal responsibility. He demands (that all that are able — not disabled) provide for themselves and their families. He teaches that one should reap what they sow and not what someone else has sown.
  
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- saved4ever
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 5:03pm
  Great post! Great depiction of Christ’s nature!
  
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- RonAles
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 5:47pm
  So Jesus likes abortions?
  
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ZAP
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:34am
Not true.King David was forgiven of murder.Suicide is self murder.The Bible says the only sin that is unforgiven,is the sin against the Holy Spirit and that is un-belief in Christ…

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82dAirborne
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:03am
Prayers for the family of this young man. I think he was as selfish as a human being can possibly be & a coward. I hope the family, friends & fans heal quickly.

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- navyenduring
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:37am
  Very cruel in your condemnation of this poor young man. Your comments tell me you are the selfish one without a heart or you would not have posted such a cruel message
  
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- Locked
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 8:28am
  @Navy
  
  I don’t think that was cruel at all. Suicide is almost always selfish. It’s taking an extreme action that harms yourself and leaves those around you devastated.
  
  Really, the only “unselfish” suicide is martyrdom; if killing yourself somehow saves others.
  
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savagenatn
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:57am
I think they got his occupation wrong. Instead of rapper, the MSM will say he was an altar boy, or a volunteer at the local nursing home
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Ghandi was a Republican
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:55am
If obama had a son…. This is the culture to Democrats/Liberals have created..

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- Chet Hempstead
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 3:28am
  That’s not how you spell Gandhi.
  
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- endthemindlessspending
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 4:16am
  @CHET
  
  We get it and he can’t change it without making a whole new account. Not all of us have multiple personalities like some one here.
  
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- yiska8
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 10:56am
  And here the American idiots thought everything was going to be soooo glorious and wonderful with a biracial American President from Kenya! Why hasn’t the black community come together and sing old songs together because a black man is the President of the United States?
  Black people are poorer than ever.
  Liberals are angrier than ever.
  And Obama is riding higher than ever?
  To me, I’ve never seen the black community look more downtrodden than in the last four years with four more to go with their precious, precious Barry. Not even black youths want to stick around anymore. It’s that BAD.
  
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- hatchetjob
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:45pm
  YISK, You sure said that right. I also thought the black community would be the happiest ever since “that man” got into office.
  
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- glennpatstu
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:34pm
  Yisk and Hatchet- REally?!?!?! Obama is president, thus curing all black people of depression? Do you people really not believe you are racists? You see EVERYTHING as race!!!!
  
  Oh, and BTW, Gandhi was most certainly not a republican like Glenn tells you- read a book. And MLK was a communist.
  
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- yiska8
  Posted on January 10, 2013 at 9:07pm
  @GlennPatty
  Just calling it like I see it. I see good and bad. And right now, it makes zero sense that people could be so miserable in this nation if they got all they ever wanted in this Prez. And this kid saw zero hope when that has been the brainwashing mantra of the Bolshevik left,MSM,social media, and American culture.Hope and change moving FORWARD toward more chosen misery.
  
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lid.smoker
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:50am
The identification of self with thought is the root of the problem. Once one learns that thought is just mechanical images of the mind and not oneself then the images of despair and suffering can dissolve. It sounds like a soft fizz as you open a soda as the images dissolve. It is not YOU who are suffering, it’s just images of your self suffering being played like a movie in the brain. It’s a different perspective. For instance, it’s not YOU reading this. It’s thought images automatically being generated by the brain as the words are perceived. If you can read this as if the sound in your head is just sound, not YOU, then YOU have a taste of freedom.

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- JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:00am
  @LID.SMOKER: You do know this isn’t the Doctor Phil show, right?
- Acena
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:47am
  Ah a follower of Timothy Leary.
  Try to remember you can’t really fly and there aren’t any bugs under your skin ,you’ll be ok soon.
- LouieKelcher74
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 4:11am
  People will mock you but you are absolutely right. Too many people believe everything they think.
  
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- SoloPocono
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 7:04am
  So true lid.smoker. Unfortunately, I think most people struggle through life without ever realizing this.
  
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Psychosis
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:41am
the evil gun made him do it

someone better catch that gun and prosecute it
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- JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:47am
  @PSYCHOSIS: Good thing he didn’t have an AR-15 our he might have died.
- RJJinGadsden
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 7:09am
  PSYCHOSIS, Have to agree with what you just said. The first thing I did after reading the story was to read all of the posts. Was truly surprised to see that ENCINOM or other trolls had not blamed the gun and the NRA.
  
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Marsh626
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:40am
A lot of people blame epidemic military suicide rates on PTSD. But from what I heard, almost all of the suicides are related to broken relationships – which are chronic in the military. This is yet another example of broken relationships driving people to suicide.

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- JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:51am
  @MARSH626: Your comment is just another example of drawing a conclusion without any substantiated facts in which to base your conclusion on.
  
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- The-Monk
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:16am
  JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:53am
  “What? Shut up stupid!”
  
  Right back at ya….
  
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AnAmerican111
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:31am
I feel bad…ok. I’m over it!
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- The-Monk
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:27am
  JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:05am
  @ANAMERICAN111: I just want to know how that game reset button worked out for him.
  JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:53am
  “What? Shut up stupid!”
  
  Meant for this post and not the one above.
  
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The-Monk
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:30am
Well no wonder…. just look at his neck.

He should have been seeing an Atlas Orthogonal Chiropractor.

Don’t mess with the neck. Nerve damage can cause people to do all sorts of weird things.
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- JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:53am
  @THE-MONK: What? Shut up stupid!
  
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- The-Monk
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:31am
  JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  
  Why did you change your name from AmericanOpinion to JustAnotherOpinion?
  
  And I guess you don’t get sarcasm….
  
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- RJJinGadsden
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 7:02am
  Hi MONK, Oh yeah, this kid was an up and comer! Having worked a few suicides I never take them lightly. Have always thought that suicide is such a final solution to what is often a temporary problem.
  At least he won’t be making any more of this so called music. He certainly did have a problem.
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHDsDxvYBrE
  
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rdietz7
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:30am
Looks like it could be a homicide.

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- marine249
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:49am
  Note to RDIETZ7
  
  All death that are not natual even suicide
  are homicides.
  
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BODYBAG
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:30am
“God…please forgive me.”

Famous last words of the Godless

“Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the LORD.
Jeremiah 17:5

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Maxim Crux
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:29am
Too bad he never took as much pride in his life as he did brushing his teeth
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Southerner01
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:29am
There is either something else we don’t know, or this was just dumb. The way this is written sounds pretty bad. Maybe there is something that makes this make more sense? Perhaps he was molested, or subjected to physical abuse by his parents, or another relative. In that case, I could see him doing this, not that I agree. If he was just upset that he got dumped, he was a fool and deserves a Darwin award.
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- JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:45am
  Maybe the store was out of Skittles.
- endthemindlessspending
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:07am
  @JUSTANOTHER
  
  So, you condemn FREDRICK for his comment but “the store must have run out of skittles” is just peachy to you? Oh, the mindset of a hypocrite never ceases to amaze me.
  
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- Zipit
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 9:53am
  I like skittles!
  
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whatthecrazy
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:21am
How horrible for him and his family.I have really crappy days too,they started 4 years ago.

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- navyenduring
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 2:42am
  seek help if you are having these thoughts. Depression can be treated successfully. Don’t suffer in silence. Reach out to someone you trust, but reach out to a qualified mental health provider
  
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JUSTANOTHEROPINION
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:15am
So sad. Wow, just, so sad.

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Frederick_Douglass_Republican
Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:15am
Rap is not made by musical artists. Its crap that sounds like something high school boys in a locker room would start making up as they go.
Looks like he wanted his girlfriend and parents to feel bad “puts his finger around the trigger”. His last act was one of self-pity, vengeance and trying to make people in his family hurt. To hell with him.
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- JUSTANOTHEROPINION
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:21am
  @FREDERICK_DOUGLASS_REPUBLICAN: After reading your comment, all I can say is, Wow, your life has to suck really, really bad. I’ll pray for you.
  
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- Weiners Wiener
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 12:42am
  You selfish jerk. He could have been mentally ill. ~ “Judge not, lest ye too shall be judged.”
  
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- savagenatn
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:00am
  Freddie
  I agree completely. rap made by “artists” what a joke. It is crap that they make up as they go. Wooooo I’m sure this sounds raaaaaaacist doesn’t it trolls??
- endthemindlessspending
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 1:01am
  @JUSTANOTHER
  
  Maybe if he really loved his parents he would have sot out their help rather than an impersonal tweet. Suicide is the most selfish act one can do. I’ll bet you are the same person who thinks just feed them another pill. While at the same time disregarding the facts of their side effects. BTW, I do know people close to me and friends that have commit suicide and yes it is sad to see anyone die. But in the case of suicide it is sadder to see the hurt on family and friends whom are left with no answers. Also worse when they take those around them or innocent victims.
  
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- matabrava
  Posted on January 9, 2013 at 11:59am
  Your compassion for this lost soul is astonishing. I have no words to describe it.
  
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